Finding Room to Breathe

Today has been a really good day...
1) I didn't cry or even tear up for the first time since March 2nd.
2) I could breathe freely ALL day
3) I was able to fully concentrate on my work!! This is HUGE.

Now what this all means exactly I'm not totally sure, I'm just thankful to have a "normal" day for the first time in weeks and I'm happy to have a reprieve from feeling heartbroken. Maybe I've finally pushed through the really raw, unbearable pain and gained some clarity. Maybe I have a new perspective now, and I kind of can see where to go from here. And maybe, just maybe, I can see a light at the end of the tunnel. Maybe. We'll see.