To Be Continued.......

So I've done the whole "wife thing", and it wasn't always what I had envisioned, dreamed about, hoped for, etc, etc....
But there were some good times; times when I felt blessed, times when I felt sheer joy at the sight of this other human being. 
There were definite hard times, sad times, and times when I felt sheer hatred at the sight of this other human being. 
Sadly enough the latter happened waaaay more often then it should have. 
But I did it.  I was the wife.  Now I'm done.  What's next??